Monday, November 14, 2011

I'm telling myself that I'm OK..... or am I.....

I can not explain the feeling that I am going through but I guess you can some it up by feeling more relieved then anything. My sister in law just had her baby boy on Friday, veterans day, a full moon on 11.11.11. What a lucky baby. My first nephew and the first baby in the house. He's such a sweet little thing. While deep in my gut was telling me that could have been me a few month back my jealousy flew out of the window when I saw him for the very first time. I think seeing my sister in law in those nine month was the hardest thing to live through after going through a loss but now I feel like I should focus on me.
I may have to consider IUI....

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